ANFANG ? maybe

ada hal yang kudapat hari ini saat aku mulai menyadari bahwa bintang yang ku anggap akan terus beiringan denganku sudah meredup
fine, mudah-mudahan aku terbiasa Tuhan, selalu ingat 'alle Anfang ist schwer'
sedih? iya pasti
tapi apa boleh buat ini salahku terlalu berharap pada manusia
sesulit sebanyak sesukar apapun hal itu aku harus mandiri
gak boleh cengeng berlarut lagi  theo :')

aku betul-betul rindu dengan aku yang dulu
yang bisa cuek-secueknya dengan semua hal
yang tidak memikirkan apapun tentang rasa
tidak peduli tanggapan sana-sini selama aku benar
perkataan orang tidak berpengaruh dalam hati dan lobus otakku
yang selalu merasa aku bisa tanpa seorang pendengarpun
yeah ~ semua yang memusingkan begitu mudah ku abaikan


dan kayaknya prinsip itu harus dipakai lagi sekarang dan memang harus!
aku bisa aku pasti aku yakin ...

Okay sebut saja hari ini ANFANG-ANFANG-ANFANG

my TEARS :'(

Sudah dua hari belakangan ini lagu ini menemani, so sad :'( crying



Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face 
You told me how proud you were but I walked away 
If only I knew what I know today ooh,ooh
I would hold you in my armsI would take the pain away 
Thank you for all you've done, 
Forgive all your mistakes 
There's nothing I wouln't do 
To hear your voice again 
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there ooh,ooh

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything 
I just couldn't do 
And I hurt myself by hurting you

Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit 
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss 
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?  
Would you help me understand?
 Are you looking down upon me? 
Are you proud of who I am?
 There's nothing I want to do  
To have just one more chance 
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
 And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, 
I would tell you how much thatI've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous 
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myself
By hurting you

 HURT-HURT-HURT

6 June :'(  all is over 
God, it's so hard, i try to be strong outside, but least inside is so weak
wanna cry und scream in waterfall!!! out it all !!!!

bold words : these asking that i want to tell you dear :'(

speechlesss......my tears can't stop :'(